J*******g
发帖数: 8775 | 1 十二
旁人对我青年时代的担心过于童年。我童年不欢喜读书，并且恨别人强迫我读书；但我
仍受到强迫，这为我是好的，而我并不好好地做：不受强迫，我便不读书。虽是好事，
不情愿做也不会做好。况且强迫我的人也并不做得好；但我的天主，你却使之有益于我
。因为他们除了想满足对傥来的财富与可耻的光荣贪得无餍的欲壑之外，何尝想到强迫
我读书有什么其他目的。“你对我们每人头发的数目也清楚的”，[23]你利用一切催促
我读书的人的错误使我得益，又利用我怠于学业的错误而加之惩罚；我年龄虽小，但已
罪大恶极，确应受惩罚。你利用那些不为我利益打算的人来造就我，又使犯罪的我受到
应受的处分。你促使一切不正常的思想化成本人的罪刑，事实确然如此。
[23] 见《马太福音》10章30节。
CHAPTER XII
19. But in this time of childhood--which was far less dreaded for me than my
adolescence--I had no love of learning, and hated to be driven to it. Yet I
was driven to it just the same, and good was done for me, even though I did
not do it well, for I would not have learned if I had not been forced to it
. For no man does well against his will, even if what he does is a good
thing. Neither did they who forced me do well, but the good that was done me
came from thee, my God. For they did not care about the way in which I
would use what they forced me to learn, and took it for granted that it was
to satisfy the inordinate desires of a rich beggary and a shameful glory.
But thou, Lord, by whom the hairs of our head are numbered, didst use for my
good the error of all who pushed me on to study: but my error in not being
willing to learn thou didst use for my punishment. And I--though so small a
boy yet so great a sinner--was not punished without warrant. Thus by the
instrumentality of those who did not do well, thou didst well for me; and by
my own sin thou didst justly punish me. For it is even as thou hast
ordained: that every inordinate affection brings on its own punishment. | J*******g
发帖数: 8775 | 2 “虽是好事，不情愿做也不会做好。况且强迫我的人也并不做得好；但我的天主，你却
使之有益于我。”
【在 J*******g 的大作中提到】
: 十二
: 旁人对我青年时代的担心过于童年。我童年不欢喜读书，并且恨别人强迫我读书；但我
: 仍受到强迫，这为我是好的，而我并不好好地做：不受强迫，我便不读书。虽是好事，
: 不情愿做也不会做好。况且强迫我的人也并不做得好；但我的天主，你却使之有益于我
: 。因为他们除了想满足对傥来的财富与可耻的光荣贪得无餍的欲壑之外，何尝想到强迫
: 我读书有什么其他目的。“你对我们每人头发的数目也清楚的”，[23]你利用一切催促
: 我读书的人的错误使我得益，又利用我怠于学业的错误而加之惩罚；我年龄虽小，但已
: 罪大恶极，确应受惩罚。你利用那些不为我利益打算的人来造就我，又使犯罪的我受到
: 应受的处分。你促使一切不正常的思想化成本人的罪刑，事实确然如此。
: [23] 见《马太福音》10章30节。
| c*******u
发帖数: 640 | 3 是啊，要读书，尘归尘，亮是亮
【在 J*******g 的大作中提到】
: “虽是好事，不情愿做也不会做好。况且强迫我的人也并不做得好；但我的天主，你却
: 使之有益于我。”
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